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Holiday Treasures

Wednesday, August 4th, 2010

Holiday Treasures

Have you ever thought that some of your best memories are the holidays, public holidays and other times?

spent with the family?

YES - MY most precious moments of my family - growing up with my siblings .. my parents .. and the fact that we are all well maintained and loved each other unconditionally - That we are there for each other .. and .. as brothers and sisters .. we are still here for each other (and that's for sure). Unfortunately - I have not had much luck in life with my own ... an abusive, sociopathic Violent Ex (from a short disaster of a marriage) .. two children with disabilities (psychiatric disorders as well) ... and .. The Ultimate Betrayal my unconditional love and trust by the children came when she voluntarily Helped that ex (the father break) on my home in August 2006 (in fact .. the day is something that what now tinted with horror to - because it was simultaneously with the memory of my own mother .. Who was born days break again, they chose my HOME once. SO ... I knows that those who really matter to me .. Who will be there for me to be LIMITED (very much so) .. and ... I would much rather be lonely alone (and sometimes very, very - Crying in the night - people living with the nightmares and flashbacks from this disaster of a marriage) than to try once again someone in my life .. invite because ... to I can be sure that the individual LOVES me for me (and there is no way to do this .. and I have not found it yet) .. then ... it is much, much better one thing to live, as I always .. as an empty-nesting (and self-reliant, self-confident, Self-Made) single female pensioners .. to enjoy what deserves my hard work for me .. NOT USED and will not be by anyone - and that is for certain. Just in case you think I had much interest in men - in the last 3 + decades - since there are only three ... was that of a failed marriage HORROR .. the other wanted to use just for me .. and the latest (the one my home for the Vacation) came .. good .. He was more interested in things with me when I ... and .. in most cases during the holiday .. He turned his back on me to .. I would not hold .. be with me ... or even comfort me when I was suffering through the flashbacks .. and that for certain ....